Ouch. Trust me, that isn't just a trope.GlytchMeister wrote:Be careful. That could get you started on the path to making yourself a Room Full Of Crazy.
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One of my nerdish friends in high school (like myself, an early-generation computer whiz-kid before it was trendy) went down that road... seeing conspiracies everywhere, amassing boxes full of clippings, filling notebooks with his theories and conclusions, sometimes proposing multiple conspiracy theories at once and ignoring the fact that they contradicted one another... I couldn't talk him back to rationality and eventually gave up trying.
It was multiply unfortunate. He'd always been a nice (albeit troubled) guy, extremely bright... but his anchor to reality slowly came adrift as his obsessions grew, and he found it increasingly difficult to hold down a job despite his smarts and skills. I now suspect he was suffering from adult-onset schizophrenia.
In the end, he turned out to be one of the ones who was actively dangerous... after a girlfriend broke up with him he went into a jealous rage and shot her to death. I gave his lawyer copies of all of the emails he and I had exchanged, in the hope that it would help get him an honest evaluation of his mental status. The prosecution concluded they had no evidence he'd stalked her, or planned the shooting in advance... he just "lost it" in a big and horrible way... so they offered a deal. He pleaded guilty to second-degree murder, told the judge he wanted to be punished for what he had done, and was sentenced to 20-to-life.
I still grieve for all of them... for her, for her family and friends, and for him.
A guy who was a friend to both of us said to me a while later, "It's strange, and I hadn't thought I'd ever say this, but right now I'm glad my mother's no longer alive... because she loved him like a son, and it would utterly break her heart if I told her what he's come to."
So, yeah, the room full of crazy really is out there... it's not just stories, and it can be an utter train-wreck.
